Walking

waiting

alone without a care

hoping

hating

things that i can't bare

did you think it's cool to walk right up

to take my life

and fuck it up

well did you

I see hell in your eyes

taken in by surprise

touching you makes me feel alive

touching you makes me die inside

walking

waiting

alone without a care

hoping

hating

things that I can't bare

did you think it's cool to walk right up

to take my life

and fuck it up

well did you

i hate you

I see hell in your eyes

taken in by surprise

touching you makes me feel alive

touching you makes me die inside

I've slept so long without you

it's tearing me apart too

how to get this far playing games

with fist held cards

I've killed a million billion pety souls

But I can't kill you

I've slept so long without you

I see hell in your eyes

taken in by surprise

touching you makes me feel alive

touching you makes me die inside

There's nothing better for raising the mood than good song to sing throughout the day and friend's smile. I don't have either, so I'll have to go with "Slept So Long" from "Queen of the Damned" and Mrs. Pastorino's joyous exclamation "Happy Monday". Just another reminder of the fact that there is a whole week. A week full of schoolwork and a week full of other crap that I don't want. But will get.

Yesterday me and my family put out the Christmas tree and wrapped all the presents. Now our living room looks awesome, except for the fact that it's extremely crowded now. But still, very Christmasy.

I felt like I had to get out of the house yesterday, but mom wouldn't let me go anywhere, since it was already dark. Right before I thought my head would explode she gave in and I went to K*mart to buy some food and cheer myself up.

P.S. Happy Monday, everybody!

P.P.S. Paul, I should say, I'm just glad you never gave me an opportunity to say "Fuck you", because I would feel bad for saying that. But anyways, that is exactly what I'm thinking right now - fuck you.

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