I went to the mall today, I had to wake up early, so I'd be home by the time it was dark outside. A major shock awaited for me. It's snowing! He he, can't wait till the snowball fights.

I went to the mall with Erin, we bought each other promise rings and engaged right at the mall, next to the Christmas tree. Wedding is in the spring, everybody is invited. Maggie was our witness and she almost cried from joy, that two of her friends will be in the holy matrimony. Forever...

I should probably explain what all of that was about, but I am too tired.

Snow Ball is tonight, and I have to get a nap. I don't have a date, but that's good. I will be free as a wind and dance with whoever I want.

I miss Paul. This is the first time since we broke up. I just suddenly started missing him like crazy. Like I missed him in the summer. Like I missed him when I didn't see him for a couple of days. I remembered how I included him in all of my future plans, and now it's all ruined. Not that I want him back - we both knew it wasn't gonna work out. But still, I miss him being beside me, I miss the thought of him being in my future, I miss the happy days I had with him. I only had five, but they were truly happy...

P.S. We just had a conversation online. Just two different individuals who have nothing to say to each other...

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