Snow Ball went ok. I wasn't in the best mood, but I'm not sure why. I was hanging out with Karina we were moving around quite a bit.

I saw Paul, and he didn't even say "hi" to me. I guess that when he said "I just want to be friends" he didn't really mean it. But I would have appreciated it much more if he had been honest and said "Get away from me" instead, if that's what he meant. I really value honesty.

So anyways, I was just staring at him for awhile. I know that when you remember something, you don't remember the bad side of it, you are charmed by everything good that happened. And that is exactly what I remembered - the happy times. When I longed for the dances just to dance with him, just to be in his arms, just to look him in the eyes and know - nothing else matters. But it's over, and I am happy, because the bad side of this relationship was twice as big as the good one.

But I shall not go steady with anyone in the next couple of months again. Because all guys suck, and I don't want to waste my time on someone who might say "I just want to be friends" and not mean it.

What shall I do next? Cry or go and eat breakfast?

P.S. Snow Ball? It was fun. I didn't get to hang out with Joe though, because he had a date. So I had to dance with random guys time to time. But hey, at least I had someone to ask me to slow dance. =)

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