I feel so crushed! I just talked to Joe for half an hour or so. He talked about his girlfriend. She lives in Texas, and even though they don't see each other, he still cares about her, and he's not gonna go out with any other girl, because he cares for his girlfriend. Now, how sweet is that? I admire Joe for saying that. I might even say I respect him for that. He made me understand that not seeing your sweetheart all the time is just a test you have to pass. And I'll try to pass it. Afterall, I love my boyfriend, it's just that there are so many cute guys who seem to like me, that I feel like I'm cutting myself short by going out with a guy whom I see once week. But really, I'm making myself stronger.

I guess Joe taught me a really valuable lesson I will never forget. And I am SO thankful for that...

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