Here's a question for the masses:

Am I a total loser for listening to Rammstein?

Because I fell in love with "Sonne" way before I found out who they were. And, since I stay away from fads, I had already told myself back in the day to never even listen to Rammstein, because everybody was obsessing with them. You know, I'm suire I'm missing out on a lot of cool stuff by not listening popular music, and watching popular movies, but I hate being a part of the crowd. I like unique, I like unknown, an obsession that belongs just to me, and when I find someone who shares my interests it is because theya re like me, not because we are just parts of a much bigger crowd.

The problem is - I love "Sonne." Every damn note of it. I tis the kind of music I would have loved to discover and keep all to myself. Apparently, that's not going to happen. So here I am, at the crossroads of life, wondering if I follow a pattern I don't know about. Is it time to stop being afraid of losing my individuality and start living? Or should I become an ultimate hermit, listening only to the unknowns and watching painfully deep dogme95 movies.

Which shall I choose?

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