This all is really stupid. Just yesterday I promised myself I would try to focus on future and forget the past, but instead of that smart me decided to ask some questions, but did those answers help me? Hell, no! They made my life worse. Now I have to manage and forget about the whole thing, to be able to live my life like a normal person. Man...

Promises to yourself are really important to keep. You know what's good for you, and you don't do the promise routine too often, so when you do it, try to take it seriously. Because if you don't keep the promise, then you will feel guilty not to anyone else. but to yourself. And if you are feeling guilty to yourself, well, that's... that's just wrong. You should really change something in your life. And so I do.

I want you to be my witness. And I want to promise not only to myself, but to everyone who cares and who doesn't, that even if I will have great opportunity to find out the past of my boyfriend, I will pass it. I won't care. I will care about the present and about the future, but I won't care about what happened a long time ago, because it happened and I can't change it. Nobody can. And so off I go, feeling better about myself...

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