Dude! That's not fair! I just typed up the longest entry, and now it's gone??? Dammit! I'll start all over.

Ok, so I hate to tell you this, but I couldn't go through a day like Shalom (if you don't know what the heck I'm talking about, check out previous entry first). I mean, I did wear long sleeve purple shirt, but that was the only thing I did right. Because after that i couldn't resist and used some purple make-up. Which Shalom never would do: she doesn't approve of make-up. Mistake number two was wearing my great high-heel shoes. I love being tall. Shalom doesn't. There was a bunch of little mistakes like that, and they showed me that I would never be able to become Shalom, even for one day. We are too different. But even though my experiment failed, I got some new experiences and thoughts out of it:

There ARE good things in my life. Like flirting with guys. I love doing that, and it keeps me in shape. In other words - it's just something I would not be able to give up. I didn't figure out a lot of good things about my life, but there is another one - I get along with people. It's not like "I either hate you or love you", it's more like "You are ok". So some people don't care much about me, but I am doing a pretty good job in avoiding having enemies. And smiling totally helps me in that difficult job (this is something that Shalom taught me. SMILE!!!!)

I also realized that completely different people can be great friends. They could teach each other their ways, help each other and show each other different points of view on life. And after rereading what I just typed I see "Opposites attract" flashing there, as if teasing me that I didn't believe it in theory, and had to try it out, before believing it. But I believe it now, and will never question it again.

...My dad just brought home my Geometry grades. I was taking it correspondence this summer, and I did pretty good on first 4 Chapters, but then I got lazy, and didn't study last three. How did I manage to pass? I didn't get my final grade yet, but I got grades for the last three chapters, and they are not that bad. Although if my final grade is low, than I will be sad I didn't take the responsibility and my whole summer of studying geometry instead of partying and going out went down the drain. But I'm pretty sure my grade will turn out ok.

And anyways, I hope I didn't forget anything important from the previous entry, that deleted itself :(

P.S. Thought of the day - duct tape is what holds the earth together.

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