Do you ever have one of those days when you plan something big and important, and you really want it to happen, and then something crushes you, like an insult from a random person, or a talk with your friend, or just a glare you get from someone and your mood suddenly sorta dies and you are left wondering what would have happened if you did what you planned instead of sitting in the bathroom crying.

Why is it that you care about someone and they just come, walk all over you, crush your dreams with one simple word. Why is it that when you feel really bad people that supposedly care about you turn away, and other people stick with you and help you get through the hard times?

Life is tough, but why is it that there's so much more black and so little white? Isn't the dark of the night ever going to end? Is the sun ever coming back? Or are my eyes glazed with tears and that is why the sun will never reflect in them?

Please, please, I'm begging you. Don't be so cold. Let the sun touch you. Let it

Why does this matter anyways? Would it be so much easier to have a thick shell and forget what emotions are?

<< - >>