I watched "Twister" today, and I had quite mixed feelings about it. THis movie is one of my favorites now, for it contains actions and quite interesting plot. It touched the issue I thought thousands times before about - why do people live on a land where the tornadoes are. Why do they build a house there, if they know that there is a chance of their home being blown away by Helga or Olga, and the chance is quite big. Why do they still hope for the better and cry when their houses are gone and they have nowhere to go with their kids. I think it's their own fault, but I can't help but cry about their fates. It's just too sad.

On the happier note, I talked with Shalom today online. And I thought, why should I expect myself to be "in" with everybody after spending measly year and four months here. They barely know me, I am lucky to have them tell me that they love and appreciate me. The only thing I am capable of doing is enjoying it, enjoying the fact that in my bright future I will have people who care about me - experienced with time.

I must be off to bed now, but it was good to have something to be happy about after yesterday being so depressing. Good night!

P.S. Tomorrow is clean-up day. Here is the moment where all the mess I made is getting back at me. Just my luck.

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