Not too long ago my friend Dot wrote a quite interesting entry conclusion to which made me ponder. It was "I wonder what society would be like if everyone were blind." Now she talked about her life and how she judges (or doesn't) by cover. And if I am going to write an entry about it, I should first say, it's going to be pretty different.

I am considered shallow automatically, because people think I'm hot. I don't really agree with them, but don't mind them thinking so. Hot or not hot, I am a girl, and deserve the best that's out there. With that thought I look for a guy not only with nice personality but who is cute. And hot. And shallow, like me.

Now, it's difficult to talk about something like that because there's no standard "ugly" and "beautiful". I follow "Beauty is in the eye of beholder", which basically means if I fall in love with someone I will think that they are the most beautiful thing in the world. But that hasn't happen yet, and I was in love, so I doubt it'll ever work for me. And I need it to work, because as much as I start going out with a guy because of his nice personality, I stay for reputation (and I wouldn't want to be "girlfriend of that ugly boy"). I am ashamed of mysaelf when I say that, because that just shows how much I care what people think. And, I shouldn't care about something like that. But I say, I truly respect girls who go out with ugly guys, because they stand up to sociaty's standards and make effort to make new standards.

It's official. I judge a book by its cover, because this is the first thing I see. I look at the smile, eyes, hair, and then I make my decision. Usually it's something in between "hot" and "ugly". This is kinda weird though, you all know how much I loved my boyfriend, yet he was in the middle, not ugly, yet not hot. Just a regular teenager...

One more thing. This entry seems like a good place to put it in. A lot of people ask me, what guys do I like, and I don't want you to think just "hot". For example, I will never like hottie I've never met. I only like guys I know, that flirt with me, or neglect to do so in a shy way. They are so cute when they do that =)

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