I am in my third period class, and I have a bunch of stuff to do, but I am not really in the mood. It's so sunny outside, I feel like running outside and dancing all around. I feel like being one with nature. I should take a hike or something. But it's a little bit too cold for that. SO I guess the only observing I will do is out of the window.

The view from my window isn't the best. Mud, puddles, skeletons that once were trees. But still, when reading Lord of the Rings and suddenly realizing that it's not light outside anymore, and I should turn the lights on, instead of doing so I look out of the window and welcome the dim to come into my room. I want it to take me away from my boring life and find me a new, beautiful life, worth a song. I would write a song of my life, but nothing comes to mind. I do not travel, I am not a hero, I am a little no one. Simply another drop in an ocean of other "unique people" who are lost and may never go home.

My soul needs so much more than a day off of school or a good book. I need a fucking new life. Life with everything that is opposite of boredom.

I want...to run far far away and maybe die while doing so, but I know that it would be worth it...

*My brain starts talking*

But I will stay in the boundaries of my boring life that I set for myself, because it's safe.

I need to get a life.

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