My sweetie called and I broke the news. He seemed to be shocked but he accepted it. I actually believe the fact that he cares about me, because he wants everything to be the way it's better for me, and he is so sweet and caring, and he is just so great! And with every day I realize that no matter how hard I try to avoid love, I can't. I love him more and more with every day, and I won't throw this away for a small affair. And even if I knew we would break up in a month, I wouldn't change anything. I value every minute, every second I have with him.

P.S. Wow, Anastasia, wow! You let a guy go to your head! How could you?!?

P.P.S. Because it's not just a guy. It's somebody real special. Somebody I love and care for.

P.P.P.S. Whatever you people say and/or think, whatever everybody in the world thinks, whatever, I don't care! I love Paul and that's all I know. (I am so crazy. I am so incredibly crazy. Oh, God, help me!)

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