I will write a story of my life. And it will end "And she lived happily ever after." Sounds good, doesn't it? If only I had something to write about before that, some kind of LoTR-ish adventure, something interesting. I don't want to (as in I refuse) to believe that my life story, that is already written by God in Heaven, is boring. I refuse to believe that my life will consist of going to school, stressing out over studies, going to college, finding nice job, earning good money, spending them on me and my family, retiring and dying. This life sounds simple and cozy. This life is nice and warm fireplace, and couch with blankets next to it. I don't want to spend my life on that couch. I want to step into the flames, I want to spend my life getting in and out of the fire. I wouldn't mind dying in the flames, as long as the life I lived was interesting. Life is short as it is, but boring takes out all the fun out of it. Do you want to look back at your life in the last seconds before the death takes you and realize you did nothing. You've accomplished nothing. You helped nobody. People who "care" for you don't know your last name. People who would really care for you never got the chance to meet you, because you spent your life on boring yourself and everybody around.

I fear this.

I fear...

P.S. I updated my cast page, if anyone is interested.

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