Don't you think it's terrible when people talk in hints. Pretend to be oh, so mysterious? Never explain what's going on? Talk in a language only they know? Leave you confused and lost in a tunnels of their lives? I don't. Because I am one of those people who get on your nerves, wanting to share their problems, but not wanting to explain what their problems are. Maybe it's time to change. Maybe it's time to learn how to express my feelings through simple words, that are easy to understand. And instead of "I wasn't sure, I was afraid of change, I didn't want to do something and then realize I made a mistake" I will go right ahead and say "I lied. I'm sorry". Maybe it's time to stop being so verbose and shout out what I really feel, without fear to hurt certain someone. Because while I am concerned about how I make other people feel, I am cutting myself short. I don't let my emotions anywhere, but my diary. And it's time for a change...

P.S. I have a feeling that this whole entry was mysterious and full of hints, without me actually sayng what the problem was. Well, it's not that easy to change...

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