There was another school dance last night. I remembered everything that happened this time. I was hogging Joe again (I always go crazy at the dances), but then he blew me off (what, like 6-th time?) and started getting freaky with someone else. I sat with Kevin feeling sorry for myself, but then Sophie decided to rescue me and made me dance. So I started getting down with Payton, and then I slow danced with him. No biggie.

I was just about to have a breakdown when me and Sophie went outside and saw Joe, so I ran off to find my ride. Sophie made me promise I'll call her and forget about Joe. Anyways, I avoided this breakdown, but I'm on the edge. Like today, I woke up because my mom came to my room and gave me the phone - Paul called me and said he was busy and we couldn't meet today. Goddammit, guys drive me absolutely NUTS!!! Argh! I don't want to waste my tears on someone who doesn't deserve them but I still do. Fuck that asshole Joe! Fuck always-so-busy Paul! Fuck every single guy in this universe!!!

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