Do you know how great it feels to be myself? You probably do, but hey, I didn't. I've been pretending to be mysterious, but now that's over. Yesterday, while talking on the phone with Paul, I decided to shock myself and him and be myself for a while. You see, I am always really quiet, because I'm insecure and I don't think people want to hear what I have to say. But he is my boyfriend, for Christ's sake. Of course he wants to hear what I have to say.

Me - *laughing*

Him - Are you okay?

M - Sure, why?

H - You are not quiet as usual

M - Oh, is that bad?

H - No! It's great...

So yes, I had a blast being myself. But now I have a dillema. Should I always be myself, or just time to time?

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