Why does life suck? Why do people fall in love so easily and then suffer for a big period of their lives, experiencing denial and all the bitterness of love, as higher substance. Why can't I get over something that seemed so meaningless in the first place? Why does love torture you, and in doing so teaches us a valuable lesson in trust. Why are emotions capable of overwhelming and even confusing people about values and morals. Suicide is nothing but a mixture of emotions spiced up with constant apatia. Suicide is nothing but a way into black hole of eternal torture...

P.S. Paul is back in school. Yeah... Interesting. Shalom decided to play therapist with me and asked me "How does it make you feel?". Nostalgic. Mad, glad, and nostalgic.

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