I can't believe it - two weeks of my Christmas break went by so fast, I almost didn't notice them. And of course, all the goals I had, got forgotten. I didn't party, didn't go out, didn't see any of my friends, and didn't find a mentor. On the other hand, I did lots of homework, watched lots of new movies and, more importantly, I found an obsession. I found something to love. I found something to spend my money on. That is, if I have any... I found something I can babble about for hours and hours, so my time wasn't wasted. Besides, reading my Christmas break entries in this diary you can see that I opened up a lot more. Not only that, but i talked about issues that get to me the most. I felt like I had to share the pain and the feeling in general with someone, and my online friends were there for me. It's encouraging.

I'm going back to high school. Back to the atmosphere of stress. Back to cute and ugly guys. Back to flirting. Back to constant arguing. Back to teachers who hate our guts. Back to teachers that love us. Back to nerds, back to geeks, back to jocks, back to cheerleaders, back to goths, back to every high school stereotype there is. And there is no way to get out of it.

Ohhh, the pain...

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