Last hours of 2002. Slowly slipping away. I am sad, as I am always when the New Year comes around. But this time I am quite happy also. Thinking back, analyzing things that happened this year I realize, there were a lot of things that were limited by this year. Things I've never done before. Things that brought me closer to real life outside my gingerbread house. And not of the changes were enjoyable, but all of them were valuable.

I met Paul this year. I spend the majority of the year thinking about him. We met in late January. We started going out in late March. We broke up in late April. We spent the whole summer thinking about each other and craving for each other. Once new schoolyear started we started going out again. And now we've broken up. For good... So as you can see from those boring chronicles the majority of the year was spent thinking about him. THis is one of the reasons I'm glad this year is almost over.

My first summer job - this summer. Not the most enjoyable experience, but now I can say that I had a job, I'm quite proud of that. Besides, I was paid good. =)

Diaryland. One of the best sides of this year. I met a lot of new interesting people, in particular my sunny Dot, Lestat, Stephi, Chelsea, and other awesome people.

There were a lot more changes, but now doesn't seem like a good time to talk about them. Most of them weren't that good, like me giving up on school for a while, and then realizing how stupid it was and trying to catch up.

In these last hours of this year I want to be in a good mood for once. Smile and wait for better future. I believe it will be better.

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